THANK YOU

You were the one who gave me life,
You nurtured me,
clean my poop, and put me to bed.
I'm sorry for the late night noise,
and dropping out of collage,
i was being a teenager.
Now i'm leaving you,
to start my life on my own.
I thank you for your guidance.
love you mother.

TERBANG KE BULAN

ku jeling pada bulan purnama,
yang jauh dari dunia,
tidak dicemar oleh manusia,
oh betapa indahnya, bulan purnama.

ingin ku terbang ke sana,
jauh dari manusia yang durjana,
ku yakin behagia di sana,
dengan dia yang ku cinta.

GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE

This is a reply to Ms. Moon Chaser and to anyone that wonder about this.

Who are we? that is already written down in the Al-Quran. We are muslims and follower to the great prophet Nabi Muhammad s.a.w and the all mighty Allah s.w.t.
No doubt about that.

For us to know ourselves, we have to go through an adventure of seeking our passion. This adventure might take life time and there would be pain but it is definitely worth it.
Travel the world and see its beauty and follow your heart.
You can have these adventure with your family and your friends.

You do not need to have a steel body or spider webs to save lives. There are lots of ways to save lives, but you need to put your heart into it.
Maybe you can start by donating a ringgit to the poor. Maybe your poem will inspire someone to do good.

Lastly, Don't be confuse of who you are. You know who you are. Don't let this skeptical world ruin that pure heart of yours.

REFORMATION IN UNISEL

Pidato Kepimpinan & Sesi Dialog Bersama Dato Seri Anwar B Ibrahim

"Forum Memperkasa Peranan Mahasiswa & Realiti Politik Kampus"

Tarik: 09 Julai 2009
Masa: 2000 - 2300

Tetamu Jemputan

• Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim
• Yb Yusmadi Yusoff (Ahli Parlimen Balik Pulau)
  
• Saudara Shamsul Iskandar (Mantan Presiden SRC UIA)
  
• Tn Hj Mustafa Kamil Ayub (Aktivis Mahasiswa 80an)

I was seated in a crowd that is joyous with the idea of reformation. They were so pumped that they forgot Saudara Shamsul Iskandar was giving his speech when Dato' Seri Anwar Ibarahim arrived.

All speaker gave their point of view on leadership and gave tips based on their expirience.
A leader should have intelligence, bravery and responsible attitude.

Based on Dato' Seri Anwar Ibarahim's speech i noted that he repeatedly mention students should be brave and practice their rights as students and civilian.

In his speech he also pointed out that students should have the freedom to participate or speech in any form, based on education.

Turning point of the night is when a participant demands that Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim take over the chansoler seat of UNISEL from Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor. The crowed cheered and the panel was shocked with the statement yet joyous.

The night ended with student shouting "Refromasi!" while Dato' Seri Anwar Ibarahim, wife, children and leaders of Parti Keadilan Rakyat leaves the hall.

I THINK THEY KNOW

I wont say i love you,
still you say it to me everyday.

I wont shout im full,
still you will feed me.

I wont shout for help,
yet you know when i need it.

I wont say goodnight,
yet we wake up hugging.

A HAPPY FAMILY

I got home from work,
have dinner with wife and son,
wife whining about her high tea members,
son complain about the school bully,
after dinner,
switch on television,
watch news,
more bad news,
in bed,
want to have sex with wife,
she was wearing a face mask.

LOVE, SEX AND ...

"Love, sex and ..." thats the title for the open talk i went at campus voluntarily.

The crowd that appeared was very depressing. i would say only 50 students joined the talk. To make things worse, even the speakers couldnt make it.

The Head Student president did a good job of entertaining and saving the program.

This talk was made injunction with the campus campaign "Mencegah Gejala Sosial".

Among the topics that were discussed were :

• marriage in campus
• unlock lecture room leads to sex
• what is love

there were more that were discussed but not worth the mention.

I think this campaign could make a change in the university and hope that it would succeed.

MOVIES

Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen 31/06
Watch it with a friend from University. The story is nice, but it was a bit draggy. i would like the movie more if The Fallen really got their revenge and rule the world. How could Devastator be killed by mere missiles? that bullshit. rating: 6/10

Ice Age3: Dawn of Dinosaurs 04/07
Watch it with Arm, Q, Ahmad and family. It was a fun outing. The movie was hilarious, i like it alot. The cinema was full with kids. Q laugh very loud. The movie has a mixture of johnny depp and jurassic park. rating: 8/10

THIS IS YOUR LIFE

and you open the door
and you step inside
we're inside our hearts
now imagine your pain
is a white ball of healing light
that's right, feel your pain,
the pain itself,
is a white ball of healing light
i don't think so

this is your life
good to the last drop,
doesn't get any better than this
this is your life, and it's ending
one minute at a time
this isn't a seminar
and this isn't a weekend retreat
where you are now
you can't even imagine
what the bottom will be like

only after disaster
can we be resurrected
it's only after you've lost
everything that you're
free to do anything

nothing is static,
everything is appalling (evolving),
everything is
falling apart

you are not a beautiful and unique snowflake
you are the same decaying
organic matter as everything else
we are all a part of the same compost heap
we are the all-singing,
all-dancing crap of the world
you are not your bank account,
you are not the clothes you wear
you are not the contents of your wallet
you are not your bowel cancer
you are not your grande latte
you are not the car you drive
you are not your fucking khakis

you have to give up

you have to realise that someday you will die,
until you know that you are useless
i say let me never be complete
i say may i never be content
i say deliver me from swedish furniture
i say deliver me from clever art
i say deliver me from clear skin and perfect teeth
i say you have to give up
i say evolve, and let the chips
fall where they may

i want you to hit me as hard as you can

welcome to fight club
if this is your first night
you have to fight

HOORAY SAY THE ROSES

hooray say the roses, today is blamesday
and we are red as blood.

hooray say the roses, today is Wednesday
and we bloom wher soldiers fell
and lovers too,
and the snake at the word.

hooray say the roses, darkness comes
all at once, like lights gone out,
the sun leaves dark continents
and rows of stone.

hooray say the roses, cannons and spires,
birds, bees, bombers, today is Friday
the hand holding a medal out the window,
a moth going by, half a mile an hour,
hooray hooray
hooray say the roses
we have empires on our stems,
the sun moves the mouth:
hooray hooray hooray
and that is why you like us.


Charles Bukowski

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

You will always be in my heart
my love for you will never deplete
i will always remember the good times we had
i wish you a wonderful life
till we meet again
next year on your birthday
my princess