machine

the time has finally came
for me to
leave school
and
enter the working life.

i get up,
wear my clothes,
listen to mom
shouting about life
while she makes breakfast.
today she makes my favorite.
baked beans, eggs and chips.

got on the train,
put on my mp3,
hand in hand with
the other drones
of the working economic system.

spend 8 hours at work.
its basicly high school all over again.
there's a bully, a clown, a kiss-ass, and groupies.

next day,
no favorite breakfast meal.

THANK YOU

You were the one who gave me life,
You nurtured me,
clean my poop, and put me to bed.
I'm sorry for the late night noise,
and dropping out of collage,
i was being a teenager.
Now i'm leaving you,
to start my life on my own.
I thank you for your guidance.
love you mother.

TERBANG KE BULAN

ku jeling pada bulan purnama,
yang jauh dari dunia,
tidak dicemar oleh manusia,
oh betapa indahnya, bulan purnama.

ingin ku terbang ke sana,
jauh dari manusia yang durjana,
ku yakin behagia di sana,
dengan dia yang ku cinta.

GEORGE OF THE JUNGLE

This is a reply to Ms. Moon Chaser and to anyone that wonder about this.

Who are we? that is already written down in the Al-Quran. We are muslims and follower to the great prophet Nabi Muhammad s.a.w and the all mighty Allah s.w.t.
No doubt about that.

For us to know ourselves, we have to go through an adventure of seeking our passion. This adventure might take life time and there would be pain but it is definitely worth it.
Travel the world and see its beauty and follow your heart.
You can have these adventure with your family and your friends.

You do not need to have a steel body or spider webs to save lives. There are lots of ways to save lives, but you need to put your heart into it.
Maybe you can start by donating a ringgit to the poor. Maybe your poem will inspire someone to do good.

Lastly, Don't be confuse of who you are. You know who you are. Don't let this skeptical world ruin that pure heart of yours.

REFORMATION IN UNISEL

Pidato Kepimpinan & Sesi Dialog Bersama Dato Seri Anwar B Ibrahim

"Forum Memperkasa Peranan Mahasiswa & Realiti Politik Kampus"

Tarik: 09 Julai 2009
Masa: 2000 - 2300

Tetamu Jemputan

• Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim
• Yb Yusmadi Yusoff (Ahli Parlimen Balik Pulau)
  
• Saudara Shamsul Iskandar (Mantan Presiden SRC UIA)
  
• Tn Hj Mustafa Kamil Ayub (Aktivis Mahasiswa 80an)

I was seated in a crowd that is joyous with the idea of reformation. They were so pumped that they forgot Saudara Shamsul Iskandar was giving his speech when Dato' Seri Anwar Ibarahim arrived.

All speaker gave their point of view on leadership and gave tips based on their expirience.
A leader should have intelligence, bravery and responsible attitude.

Based on Dato' Seri Anwar Ibarahim's speech i noted that he repeatedly mention students should be brave and practice their rights as students and civilian.

In his speech he also pointed out that students should have the freedom to participate or speech in any form, based on education.

Turning point of the night is when a participant demands that Dato' Seri Anwar Ibrahim take over the chansoler seat of UNISEL from Datin Seri Rosmah Mansor. The crowed cheered and the panel was shocked with the statement yet joyous.

The night ended with student shouting "Refromasi!" while Dato' Seri Anwar Ibarahim, wife, children and leaders of Parti Keadilan Rakyat leaves the hall.

I THINK THEY KNOW

I wont say i love you,
still you say it to me everyday.

I wont shout im full,
still you will feed me.

I wont shout for help,
yet you know when i need it.

I wont say goodnight,
yet we wake up hugging.

A HAPPY FAMILY

I got home from work,
have dinner with wife and son,
wife whining about her high tea members,
son complain about the school bully,
after dinner,
switch on television,
watch news,
more bad news,
in bed,
want to have sex with wife,
she was wearing a face mask.

LOVE, SEX AND ...

"Love, sex and ..." thats the title for the open talk i went at campus voluntarily.

The crowd that appeared was very depressing. i would say only 50 students joined the talk. To make things worse, even the speakers couldnt make it.

The Head Student president did a good job of entertaining and saving the program.

This talk was made injunction with the campus campaign "Mencegah Gejala Sosial".

Among the topics that were discussed were :

• marriage in campus
• unlock lecture room leads to sex
• what is love

there were more that were discussed but not worth the mention.

I think this campaign could make a change in the university and hope that it would succeed.

MOVIES

Transformer: Revenge of the Fallen 31/06
Watch it with a friend from University. The story is nice, but it was a bit draggy. i would like the movie more if The Fallen really got their revenge and rule the world. How could Devastator be killed by mere missiles? that bullshit. rating: 6/10

Ice Age3: Dawn of Dinosaurs 04/07
Watch it with Arm, Q, Ahmad and family. It was a fun outing. The movie was hilarious, i like it alot. The cinema was full with kids. Q laugh very loud. The movie has a mixture of johnny depp and jurassic park. rating: 8/10

THIS IS YOUR LIFE

and you open the door
and you step inside
we're inside our hearts
now imagine your pain
is a white ball of healing light
that's right, feel your pain,
the pain itself,
is a white ball of healing light
i don't think so

this is your life
good to the last drop,
doesn't get any better than this
this is your life, and it's ending
one minute at a time
this isn't a seminar
and this isn't a weekend retreat
where you are now
you can't even imagine
what the bottom will be like

only after disaster
can we be resurrected
it's only after you've lost
everything that you're
free to do anything

nothing is static,
everything is appalling (evolving),
everything is
falling apart

you are not a beautiful and unique snowflake
you are the same decaying
organic matter as everything else
we are all a part of the same compost heap
we are the all-singing,
all-dancing crap of the world
you are not your bank account,
you are not the clothes you wear
you are not the contents of your wallet
you are not your bowel cancer
you are not your grande latte
you are not the car you drive
you are not your fucking khakis

you have to give up

you have to realise that someday you will die,
until you know that you are useless
i say let me never be complete
i say may i never be content
i say deliver me from swedish furniture
i say deliver me from clever art
i say deliver me from clear skin and perfect teeth
i say you have to give up
i say evolve, and let the chips
fall where they may

i want you to hit me as hard as you can

welcome to fight club
if this is your first night
you have to fight

HOORAY SAY THE ROSES

hooray say the roses, today is blamesday
and we are red as blood.

hooray say the roses, today is Wednesday
and we bloom wher soldiers fell
and lovers too,
and the snake at the word.

hooray say the roses, darkness comes
all at once, like lights gone out,
the sun leaves dark continents
and rows of stone.

hooray say the roses, cannons and spires,
birds, bees, bombers, today is Friday
the hand holding a medal out the window,
a moth going by, half a mile an hour,
hooray hooray
hooray say the roses
we have empires on our stems,
the sun moves the mouth:
hooray hooray hooray
and that is why you like us.


Charles Bukowski

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

You will always be in my heart
my love for you will never deplete
i will always remember the good times we had
i wish you a wonderful life
till we meet again
next year on your birthday
my princess

AND THE WINNER IS

All eyes on you,
crowd cheering your name,
bets are placed,
your dad tap you on your shoulder,
say "do your best, son".
the pressure is on.

He stands on the other side,
in his red shorts,
staring at you,
you stare back,
there's no turning back now,
this is a match for men,
its the fight till the end.

Bell rings,
the crowed goes wild,
adrenaline pumped.
left hook,
right hook,
uppercuts,
the match ends.

You shout!
nose bleeding,
black eye,
bruises everywhere.
The crowd celebrates.

MY FAIRY TALE

I'm a dark prince,
waiting for my quest to save my true love,
she is at the highest tower,
looking over hot desert,
enchanted forest,
with a fire breathing dragon lingering around her tower.

I will save you,
protect you,
and love you till the end of time,
just wait for me, my princess.
my true love.

inspired from shrek and lifehouse - you and me

MONKEY BUSINESS

There is the Apocalypse waiting to happen.
Where are you at that time?
What are you doing?
Have you said your sorry?
Have you seen your love ones?
Have you repent?
There is no escape.
All of us have to go through it.
Are you prepared?

FOR THE NEWLY WED

God and family gave us their blessing
We will venture this relationship together
As a family
Promise to love and care for one another
till the day we're apart

AKU GERSANG AKU NAK SEX

Malam sabtu. Kamil dan Halim tengah minum teh tarik di kedai mamak sambil berehat setelah penat merempit.

Kamil : Celaka betul. Tadi patut aku menang si Ghazali tu. Dapat aku layan bohsia malam nih.
Halim : Relax la bro. Bohsia tu dah lunyai dah. Tak best pon.
Kamil : Lunyai tak lunyai. Aku tak kisah. Aku tengah frust dengan kerja dan aku gersang! aku nak pompuan gak malam nih.
Halim : Haaa. Aku tau mana leh dapat pompuan.
Kamil : Mana? Mana?
Halim : Aku bawak kau pergi sana sekarang. Ok?
Kamil : Ok.

Halim pon membawa Kamil ke tempat yang ada pompuan itu.

Kamil : Wey! Kau bawak aku ke Lorong Haji Taib buat apa? Sini semua Bapok doh!
Halim : Kau cakap nak pompuan. Kau tak cakap nak pompuan tulen.
Kamil : Mestilah aku nak Aweq Panas. Geli aku dengan Bapok!
Halim : Ahhh kau nih! Lumba motor kalah. Muka macam 50sen. Nak aweq Hot plak! Kau ni tak menghargai.
Kamil : Jangan r cakap camtu. Sedih aku.
Halim : Ahh sudah. Kau pergi layan bapok kat situ. Sejam lagi aku balik.
Kamil : Ok. Ok. Sejam nanti kita jumpa.

Halim pon beredar dan sambung lepak kat kedai mamak. Tak sampai 30 minit, telefon bimbit Halim berbunyi. Kamil menelefonnya.

Kamil : Bro! Aku kena tangkap polis! Tolong aku wey!
Halim : Nak tolong camne? Aku bukannya ada duit tuk ikat jamin.
Kamil : Tolong la bro. Aku taknak tido dalam lokap.
Halim : Ok ok. Aku akan cuba tolong. Pagi esok aku datang cari kau.

Maka Halim dengan sedaya upaya dia mencari duit untuk menolong kawannya. Pada keesokan pagi di Balai polis, dia berjaya untuk menebus kawan dia. Kamil keluar dari lokap dengan muka sedih dan kangkang.

Kamil : Bro. Aku kena bontot.

Tamat.

OPEN YOUR MOUTH

The girl name Tasha.
Her best friend is Lily.
They gossip, eat and sleep together.
Best of friends they are.
This boy name Ben.
Who is lonely and shy.
Always sees Tasha and Lily from his porch.
One hot day, Ben was having ice tea at his spot.
When Tasha and Lily pass by.
all he can do is wonder what would happen if he invited them to join him.

I LIKE IT LOUD

My old speaker got trashed. so i needed a new one. Woohoo! Bought a Edifier M2300. No more borrowing speaker from housemate! Thanks a lot, don arm. Now let me present my new baby! Monica!

SAVE MY CHEERLEADER, SAVE MY WORLD

She's standing by the window.
Looking out to the world.
Crying for help.
Save her from her herself.
All she needs is someone to believe in her.
Understand her situation.
Hold her hand when she need to cross the road.
I'm on call 247 for you.

I HEAR

Late Saturday night.
Finish reading a book.
Staring at the ceiling with a cigarette in my hand.
Close my eyes.
I hear.
The rain pouring.
The wind blowing.
The frog croaking.
The cat meowing.
The neighbor fucking.

PANAS!

this is a complain to mother nature.

why is it so hot at my campus? i know the human around this area are cutting off trees and taking sand away but do you need to punish the students who are waking to class? it is so bloody hot that it feels like im walking on hot coals!

now to blame unisel

its been 4 years since this campus open. why is it so long for you stupid fucks to make a walkway for the students? and why haven't the trees' here grown? what are the damn gardeners doing? just put fertilizer and water them everyday! is that so hard to do?

now to blame humanity

stop polluting the environment! think about the future!

envy is performing in Kuala Lumpur. lets go together guys! for those who haven't heard of them, envy is a hardcore metal japanese band. i like their music. it transfer you to a different dimesion.

Date: Saturday, 11 July 2009
Time: 8pm - 11pm
Venue: Bentley Music Auditorium, Mutiara Damansara, Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia
Tickets: RM88 (presale before 25 June), RM98 (presale before 10 July), RM108 (at the door)

Tickets will be on sale at all Rock Corner outlets from 11 June 2009. For advance bookings and more info, call +6016-336 9089, drop and e-mail to ticketing@soundscape-records.com or check Love Me Butch’s Facebook event page.

they arent there for us

my views on the Malaysian education system. it sux. nuff said.

1. the primary and secondary school doesn't really prepare us for university or collages. we have to struggle extra hard to achieve good results in university.

2. in school we are spoon fed and not given assignments. which kills most students who enters university, even those who scores 20A. i still remember my first semester, some of my classmates don't even know how to google for assignments.

3. im in my final semester doing computer science, im not gonna waste my time writing coding. that is not my passion. at the age of 24, now i know what i want to become. which is a little late. school counselors should help students to find their passion and purpose in life, not only giving counseling to them naughty boys.

4. to those kids that scores 10-20A's in SPM. congrats. you prove something to the world but is it necessary? you wont use all those subject if your gonna go to university. school should guide us to the level we need and not waste time on other subjects.

5. people are always saying that "jangan ikut ajaran Mat salleh" which is true if those things are bad. to me their (mat salle) education system is good, young students have a vision of what they would like to become and they go for their dream. i suggest that our education minister should apply this system for our future. American students graduate earlier and aces at the course that they are taking.

6. our syllabus in high school is good but it can be upgrade.

Global metal

Global Metal is a 2008 documentary film directed by Canadian anthropologist Sam Dunn and Scot McFadyen. It is a followup to their successful 2005 documentary, Metal: A Headbanger's Journey. The film's international premiere took place at the Bergen International Film Festival on October 17th 2007. Global Metal aims to show the impact of globalization on the heavy metal underground as well as how different people from different cultures are transforming heavy metal music. (ctrl c from wikipedia)

this is the first music documentary i've seen, its good. it covers all aspect of the music, speculations and history. i'm not a fanatic metal fan but i find them interesting. you can release your anger through metal music. i reckon those metal fans to check out this documentary. "dont just the music by its cover." in this documentary you can see interviews with famous metal bands like Iron maiden, Metellica, Sepultura, Slayer and many more.

quote "if music be the food for love, play on playa."

good or bad cartoons good for you?

who says Cartoons is all good and teaches the kids moral. here are some vids that breaks it. and guess what its reality.

Things to do when your bored

have you ever been in a situation where you don't know what to do? stuck in the moment? here's a list of things that you can waste your time. the number of star is based on excitement 1 * is the lamest and 5 * is the best.

1. read a book *****
2. clean up room **
3. DIY bomb *****
4. masturbation (short time pleasure) ***
5. go jogging preferably with a girl/guy ****
6. have sex *****
7. find your old photographs ****
8. call your best buddy ****
9. count your coin collection **
10. play kites with me (author's choice) *****

50 reason to have sex

sex has many names like fuck, baggin', hit that, "main" and lots more but it all does the same thing stimulate both partners, ejaculation and 9 months later babies pop out.

have save sex, jangan "kahwin paksa".

this list is from the tv series "how i met your mother". choose your fav. call me. ^^

01062009

01062009 is the start to a new chapter. clumsy start work at a new place. captain awesome finishes studies. lord supergrass starts his "40days40nights" and new semester. me classmates starting practical training.

good luck. have fun. do you best. don't break your vow. may Allah s.w.t protect us.

-peace-

ku mencuri kerana mu

Ah, bagaimana harus digelar si mawar ini?

ah, bagaimana harus digelar si mawar ini?
tiba-tiba merah dan rapat dan muda?
ah, bukan mencarinya, kami ke sini
tapi ketika tiba, ia pun ada.

maka, ia ada, tak tersangka-sangka.
memang ia ada, cuma sukar dipercayai.
ah, berlaku sesuatu yang belum bermula
tapi bukankah ia sudah dapat dikesani?

Empat dengang cinta

1
setelah aku tinggalkanmu
pada hari itu yang mulia
aku ternampak, seperti dulu
orang riang, bahagia.

dan sejak saat petang itu
kau tahu, yang ku maksudkan
ranum rupanya bibirku
kakiku cergas berjalan.

kini juga bertambah hijau
pohon dan semak dan padang
bertambah sejuk air danau
yang menyegarkan badan.

2
bila kau menghiburkanku
kadang ku berkhayal:
Bolehlah ku mati
Dan kekal bahagia
sampai penghabisanku

bilakau tua kemudian
dan mengigatiku
rupaku takkan berubah dan
kau mempunyai kekasih
yang masih muda

3
tujuh mawar pada pohon
enam milik sang bayu
tapi aku datang memohon
sekuntum yang menunggu

tujuh kali ku panggil
enam kali kau diam
tapi pada kali ketujuh
janji
sepatah kata kau lepaskan

4
kekasih memberi sebatang dahan kepadaku
daunya kuning menguning.
akhir tahun sudahpun tiba
cinta baru bermula.

clumsy and the stupid part 2

"he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not" ms clumsy is repeating this in her head for hours.

its been 2 months that ms clumsy and mr stupid is going out. they have fun going out with each other but clumsy is complaining that there isnt closure. she is irritated that mr stupid isnt making a move on her.

one day, as they went to yeswhitebow to see mr stupid's brother perform. his name is Johnny B. Johnny B plays for a band name Coolies. his very talented. this is the first time ms clumsy is meeting Johnny B, she is quite nervous. Stupid introduce Clumsy to Johnny B as the girlfriend. Ms stupid thinks that she heard wrongly and let it go. they enjoyed the performance and the night.

as days goes by and no closure is still available. ms clumsy is worried that stupid doesnt like her. one day, they went to the market with Jenny, a mutual colleague. they were buying fruits. mr stupid wanted to bite the apple they bought, and before he could bite clumsy said "clean the fruit first." Jenny looking on said "No man, just clean the fruit with your shirt" Stupid who is confused then said "Jenny, i cant act like that infront of my girlfriend". Clumsy stands there smiling like a jackass.

in the car, after sending Jenny home. they had a small talk. here is how the conversation went.

clumsy: earlier u said i was your girlfriend.
stupid (afraid): cant i say it?
clumsy: of course you can. i've been wanting to hear that but we didnt discuss about it yet.
stupid: well, we've been going out for a while now and i really like you. why dont you be my girlfried?
clumsy: hehehe... yeay!

they smile and ...

the pyramid scheme

i have to salute these people who manages the pyramid schemes. they are so smart to manage to be able to control those mindless drones to do all the hard work for them, while they sit back and relax at the 100million mansion by the beach in Miami.

the only thing they have to do to drag these drones to work for them is by showing the luxury they live in. yes, they have a sport car, big house, beautiful wife, holidays pictures from all around the world (sounds good right?) No! yes?

from what i see, they tend to use your weakness like greed,envy in pulling you into "the company". like if they know that you're a fresh graduate and unable to find work, they will use lines like "its not hard work, senang jer and it pays well, lumayan, kawan aku amur 21 dah ada skyline." its all a bunch bullshit!

people beware. use your skills for the good of mankind. don't waste them on "unless company" that only gives you empty promises.

The pyramid is known for its big stones structure build by thousands of slaves for a very long time for their powerful Pharaoh. that was in the ancient times, now they use the same concept in company. beware boys and girls.

kucing mengawan, anjing berlawan

everyone around me either falling in love or fighting about love. i do not envy their love, its the excitement i want. waking up to the person that you love. wondering what they are doing without you. something to look forward to after a hard day.

a few days back, i was chatting with aunty x and this is what happen.

*aunty x is advising us about relationship*
aunty x: hows life treating you?
me: life is ok. not much problem. no girl problem so far. (by that i mean i have no girlfriend)
aunty x: that's not good. you need some spice in your life. go find yourself a girl.
me: *laugh* i think i should aunty.
aunty x: you need to find a girl. try out your market and see how things go. if you dont take chances, you wont know.

there is some point from aunty x that is right. i need some spice in my life. spice girls where are thou. baby spice.

p.s to all those fighting in relationships. stop it. appreciate your partners, even about the smallest matters.

-peace-

merengek

My first Cerpen is causing brain damage to people. i think i should stop that for now. i will do some research bout writing in Malay.

Im on holiday stance so there wont be much update from me. i have a few stories in mind. will post up soon. take care people!

FYI i want to go to lepaq before the holiday ends. i heard theres no shisha there now. what a drag.

Kosong

ini cerpen pertama saya. sila tunjuk ajar.

tekanan jiwa boleh berlaku akibat tanggungjawab dan rintangan dunia. kita perlu ada distraction dalam hidup kita untuk mengatasi masalah tersebut. cinta sejati ada distraction yang paling sesuai untuk mengelak masalah dunia.

Zafirah baru putus hubungan tiga tahun dengan Jamal sebab Jamal mengkongkong zafirah dari kerja dan kengkawan dia. Zafirah sekarang telah mendapat kenaikan pangkat di pejabat dan dapat bersosial dengan kengkawan dia dengan hati yang tenang. Tetapi, setelah empat bulan berbujang, dia mula merasa kesunyian.

Kerna selalu berjogging dengan kawannya Imran lepas kerja. Pada satu petang, Imran tidak dapat teman Kerna jogging kerana kerja. Kerna tetap berjoggin walaupun bersendirian hidup sihat mottonya. dengan memasang lagu Quarashi- Stick em up di Ifod-nya dia berjogging, setelah berjogging selama sejam dia perasan ada perempuan kena ragut bag. tanpa disedari Kerna dapat mengejar peragut tersebut dan dapat merampas bag wanita kembali.

Perempuan yang kena ragut itu Zafirah. Dia bersandar di bawah pokok dengan harapan setinggi gunung yang Kerna dapat bag dia semula. Muncul Kerna dari belakang pokok "ini bag awak?" katanya. berlompat kegembiraan Zafirah mendapat bag dia semula. mereka berpisah setelah menukar nombor telefon.

Semenjak insiden ragut itu berlalu, Zafirah kerap mengomong kosong tentang Kerna hingga kerja tak siap, makan tak lalu. terbayang-bayang bila akan mereka akan bertemu. Zafirah pergi semula ke padang untuk berjumpa dengan Kerna tapi malangnya bila sampai di sana dia nampak Kerna dilanggar kereta.

maaf ending bodoh. dah ngantuk.

Stupid and the clumsy

This is a story of how Mr.Stupid and Ms. Clumsy fall in love.

Ms Clumsy is a happy go lucky, hyperactive make everyone around her smiles kind of a girl. after finishing collage she joins an advertising company called BODO. she was very excited bout the job, a new chapter in her life is about to begin.

BODO is a very upcoming company, has lots of projects and the colleagues have a very tight bond. on a dull Monday morning meeting, as Clumsy was yawning Mr. Stupid came in the meeting room late with his Van Helen t shirt and torn jeans not forgetting his slobbish long hair and a poker face. Clumsy immediately Jizzed in my pants as she falls in loves on first sight.

They fitted off very well, both like each other, have the same interest on music and food. After a dinner at Rastaban, while they were talking and walking. Clumsy as parse slipped, while falling she kicked a vase. Stupid with his extra strong six sense manages to catch clumsy in a split second but unable to evade the falling vase. The vase landed on his foot and bruised his thumb.

Clumsy: Thanks you Stupid for saving me. I'm sorry about your thumb.
Stupid: Its alright Clumsy. even if i have 9 toes i will always catch you when you fall.

They left the place limping together side by side with a smile.

want to know more? stay tuned for more.

Captain's log #5

the semester is finally over. most of the people from my batch is going for practical training leaving some of us here. to make it even worse most of my friends already graduate, i will be stuck with the juniors next semester. time pass by very fast, it has already been 4 years i study here. lots of memories happen in this hutan kelapa sawit/lombong bijih timah area.

There used to be much fun here with all the boys around. mandi lombong, makan tembikai kat ladang, main futsal dalam rumah, menjerit tengah2 malam. now that everyone is gone, leaving only me and akmar the house became very very very quiet. next semester is gonna sux, luckily it will be my last semester.

well, i just spend the whole day moving and cleaning houses, and i just "created" a mountain of garbage in front of the house. the garbage truck is gonna be overloaded tomorrow. too tired to write now, till next time.


the boys



seven raven


[RPZ]Owning


Classmates

Captain's log #4

i found this vid on www.arakian.com a website my friend khalil made from scratch. its a local server host, its faster than youtube but less vids. it started of as a community website for UNIKL but now it has over 2000 users. congrats to khalil.

i saw this vid when i was a little kid. it was very inspirational, i just thought that everyone should see it. enjoy.

cavemen's craving

It has come to my attention that i new a new converse. my classmates started dissing my old shoe. jackasses! they say they can smell it from a mile away. i guess they have a point, my old one is pretty worn out, I've been wearing it for 2 years i think.

the new converse i want "Converse Chuck Taylor All-Stars size 8". gotta get it FAST!





my worn out shoe. i suggest u don't zoom in, you'll get pink eye.


The new shoe i want

cavemen's vids

Some funny vids. this advertising company sure makes millions.



best company to work with.



are blonds really this dumb?



trust your boyfriend!



viagra ftw!

Captains log #3

its summer again, my favorite season yet very painful memories happen this time around. every summer for the pass 3 years the same shit keeps repeating it self. fall in love with the same girl, then the girl leaves. this year that ain't gonna happen (right liq?). i was thinking bout a holiday by the beach maybe Sabah or Pulau Perhentian. Wake up smelling the sea water, read a book by the beach, see some naked tourist. i earned it! i've been through alot this year! i want to get out of KL and just relax, forget bout the real world. make it happen people!

I found this vid. old skool chick flick! enjoy!

cavesmen drawing #1

Here's a couple of nub pictures I've drawn throughout the years.



Fira's virtual 21st bday cake



Malaysia tanah air ku



Kay leaving on a jet plane



This is for utopia a game me the names above play together



rainbow



alien invasion

Captain's log #2

while the massacre in Gaza still going on. We wake up to another routine life, going to work, enjoy dinner with friends and family and having a good night rest. I've been reading and researching bout Jerusalem for a while now, i really like Jerusalem its not because I'm pro Jew, i like the stories/history that happens there for example the Islam - Jew - Roman war truly an event of the century.

back to Gaza, plenty of disagreement and argumentation was rules out against Israelis but no action was taken. Why did the world kept quiet when Israelis army bomb-ed the UN stock house? its the damn United Nations! they got bomb-ed. why doesn't anyone take actions? Is our representatives in the UN undependable? i hope not.

my condolences to those that died in the Gaza-Israeli war.

book of the month

Thomas Friedman
From Beirut to Jerusalem
"One man's Middle eastern odyssey"

here is also a link by another eyewitness of the events in middle East by Dr. Ang Swee Chai
http://www.inminds.co.uk/from-beirut-to-jerusalem.html

Captain's log #1

Welcome Oats and Sparkles to the other side of the wall! This is my first blog, so be easy on me. I haven't thought about the theme for this blog or anything. so for now, i will write whatever i feel like.

Im not really an "open" guy. so don't hope for an emotional blog here. Things that interest me might bore you i.e politics, idealism and 90's songs but i'll try to make this as interesting as possible.

enjoy.

There's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow

lately I've been thinking of what i wanna do and achieve. Its about time i had that thought. For now i just wanna graduate and earn my first paycheck. A friend mine invited me to make a website/magazine theme music/events/art/news anything which sounds like an awesome idea. For those interested in the idea and wishes to chip in or just wanna wish us luck just buzz me! FYI my MSN nudge is set to "Lily Allen - fuck u", its funny but irritating if you hear it like 20 times a day. Nice song though please download. that's all for now, fuck you very very much!